rock solid memory

Some war memorials have become a part of our iconographic landscape, and it seems to me these structures reify a limiting narrative about war. With this in mind, I began visiting war memorials to see how people behaved at those sites. This gallery represents what I saw. If the pictures come to life, it is where the public's response to the memorial is either aligned with or opposed to the intended meaning of the memorial. And of course that meaning is always colored by our collective perception.

  Casualty Evacuation in the Rain

Casualty Evacuation in the Rain

 
 

dear madison

Dear Madison is my attempt to throw light on a more complex war experience as opposed to the limited one portrayed in our patriotic narrative. In this project, which I approach ethnographically, I try to arrive at a different truth through the stories of some veterans (myself included) of our current wars. The idea of defending freedom and an American way of life are abstractions; the lived experience of people affected by political violence is concrete. It is the space between these two poles – the envisaged soldier life and the lived experience – that I explore in this documentary project.

  Field of Honor Flags

Field of Honor Flags

 
 

beirut

I went to Beirut this summer to begin my Arabic language journey. In a sense, my journey began more than a decade ago – though I didn’t know it then – when I was first deposited in an Arab speaking country with a weapon, Kevlar and body armor. This recent trip to Beirut marked my first time in the Middle East since then. Although I was there to learn Arabic, I brought a camera along, my optical dulcimer, a happy companion with a intoxicating charm that pulls me to objects like a divining rod to water: objects like a pink towel that seemed to follow me around East Beirut; a blue barrel; a shrine with votive candles still flickering, a happy palm leaf jutting from a pale green wall, stubbornly and defiantly growing where it wants; and a palm tree, a stem really, whose singular joy was to splash green on a brown-gray wall. I wonder about that palm tree as much as I wonder about why I stopped there to make a picture. Maybe it was those proud green leaves beginning their life’s journey. Maybe it was the whisper of my former soldier self saying, “It’s okay, you have time, make a picture.” Or maybe it was a little bit of both.

  Bench in Hamra

Bench in Hamra

 
 

vet center

I was asked by the Dean of Student Affairs to photograph the opening of UNC's Veterans Center in September 2017. After accepting the commission, I decided to visit the location so I could learn about the space before making pictures on opening day. Once there, I found people hard at work finishing the landscaping, plumbing and heating system. It was then I realized the story of the center was as much about the workers making the space possible as it was about Carolina's veteran population. So, I began visiting there daily to witness the center come to life. 

  Akeem Working

Akeem Working